I have hope.
And it’s in the forefront of my mind, not somewhere in the back being pushed aside by yuckiness.
It’s been a really hard week for me. I’ve been dealing with this small intestine bacterial infection and the antibiotics that are sent there to go to war with it. It’s so not fun when there is a war in my digestive system. Talk about feeling messed up!
And then for it to be hot, humid, have lupus and multiple sclerosis on top of it!
UGH!!!!!!–And that doesn’t even come close to explaining it.
So this morning I woke up with hope. I could feel that it had somehow made its way closer to the front of my mind again. I am feeling a bit better. I feel like I’ve turned that corner and can glimpse the “feeling better” part of it all.
The yuckiness has been coming in waves…so for the moment I’ll do my best to be content with where I am.
I’ll sit with my hope and see what happens.
Thank you all for being there. It helps a lot.
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Hi Nahleen, Was so sorry that you’ve been having such a terrible week and your more then right that antibiotics are just awful and can make you feel just awful. I hate antibiotics and will do nearly anything not to take them. I end up with all kinds of unpleasantries as well.. But I’m sure when you add all these other things your dealing with on top of the antibiotics then well, it’s way more then any one person should have to deal with. But the good news is that hopefully very soon you’ll feel much better in the GI department. so keep up the good work, and hang onto that HOPE!! Fall is here and the weather is bound to improve and get cooler.. I spent the day sweating bullets closing the pool and it’s 85 degrees here……. I’m ready for fall……. Bring it on!!!!!!
Love and miss you lots,
Bonnie
Hi Bonnie,
Thank you as always for all of your love and support. Yeah, antibiotics of any sort really are a trip BUT they do usually help me feel better in the long run. I’m so jealous you’ve been feeling fall your way. Enjoy it!!! While everyone else seems to be cooling down we’re heating up. Typical mid-September LA weather I think.
love and miss you lots,
Nahleen