I have hope.
And it’s in the forefront of my mind, not somewhere in the back being pushed aside by yuckiness.
It’s been a really hard week for me. I’ve been dealing with this small intestine bacterial infection and the antibiotics that are sent there to go to war with it. It’s so not fun when there is a war in my digestive system. Talk about feeling messed up!
And then for it to be hot, humid, have lupus and multiple sclerosis on top of it!
UGH!!!!!!–And that doesn’t even come close to explaining it.
So this morning I woke up with hope. I could feel that it had somehow made its way closer to the front of my mind again. I am feeling a bit better. I feel like I’ve turned that corner and can glimpse the “feeling better” part of it all.
The yuckiness has been coming in waves…so for the moment I’ll do my best to be content with where I am.
I’ll sit with my hope and see what happens.
Thank you all for being there. It helps a lot.