I’m so frustrated! I feel crappy again today!
I want to feel better enough to be able to do more. It is so hard to have plans and keep them! I had plans today and yet again I had to pull out of them. I’m soooo tired of doing that.
I wish multiple sclerosis and lupus would go away and leave me alone!
I’m relieved to say that I don’t fight and push through things just to be able to DO them as much as I used to.
It might be healthier for me to wait and rest it out BUT it just means I have to
PAUSE…AGAIN…
Nahleen.com: On the Inside Looking Out 
Nahleen, it is perfectly okay for you to have days when you just wish… I can;t imagine the strength you have mustered up to just get through each day! You amaze me! I hope you can reflect on the many other people you have inspired and indirectly encouraged through this battle without even knowing! You are a real trooper, my friend. Never give in! Take each day at a time and challenge yourself a little more when you feel you can. No one else can even imagine the effort required! I’m so proud of you!
Thank you so much May for all of your encouragement! It really means a lot to me. I am so touched.